document.write('\x3cmeta http-equiv=\x22x-dns-prefetch-control\x22 content=\x22off\x22/\x3e\x3col class=\x22tumblr_posts\x22\x3e\x0a    \x0a        \x0a            \x3cli class=\x22tumblr_post tumblr_text_post\x22\x3e\x0a                \x0a                    \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_title\x22\x3eThe RE-birth of iX-CheL at the AVN Expo in Vegas\x3c/div\x3e\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_body\x22\x3e\x0a                    \x3cp\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignnone size-medium wp-image-428\x22 title=\x22iX-CheL\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/IMG_2363-300x300.jpg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22300\x22 height=\x22300\x22/\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eiX-Chel, \x26#8220;ee shell\x26#8221; -Is her archetype name, have I gone insane?\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eAs a Mayan moon goddess she turns growing pains into revolutionary rain\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3enourishing mother earth\x26#8217;s fruitFUL crops is part of her domain\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eServing a delightFUL taste of consciousness to her increasing fame\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eEndless Seduction is a healing game\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/IMG_2410.jpg\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignnone size-medium wp-image-433\x22 title=\x22IMG_2410\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/IMG_2410-300x300.jpg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22300\x22 height=\x22300\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eMy wish is to help heal the wounds of my brothers and sisters,\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eand connect with those who are aligned with \x26#8220;We are One Heaven on Earth\x26#8221;,\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3etransforming life as we know it and shifting into a deeper awareness\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3ecreating this the most pleasurable mess\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x0a\x3cp\x3eThis is the RE-birth, of Mother Earth, and it is an honor\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eto step into my grand awakening role of iX-CheL, as my alter ego.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eShe is what \x26#8220;Sasha Fierce\x26#8221; is for Beyonce.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eNow, where is my caliente mate?\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eWho is your alter ego and what is her role?\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/IMG_2402.jpg\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignnone size-medium wp-image-429\x22 title=\x22\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/IMG_2402-223x300.jpg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22223\x22 height=\x22300\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eiX-CheL is an exotic, mystical tease and her sexual freedom is at ease\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eShe is graceful around her sexuality, and that is her reality\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eShe\x26#8217;s a powerful healer and loves getting wet\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3efor herself, others, and the world. This is her bet.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eAn extraordinary, pleasurable and confronting role\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eand hey, it\x26#8217;s all good if she likes celebrating on a stripper pole!\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x0a\x3cp\x3eShe allows me to dive deeper into this divine and mysterious sea of life.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eUnVeiling before her very own sunRise\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eAt the AVN Expo in fabulous \x26amp; magical Las Vegas,\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eShe became a vixen of the \x26#8220;late night after hours\x26#8221;\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/IMG_2365.jpg\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignnone size-medium wp-image-430\x22 title=\x22IMG_2365\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/IMG_2365-300x224.jpg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22300\x22 height=\x22224\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eThis vixen is a living embodiment\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eof absolute beauty, radiating sexual divinity and freedom\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3einherently, twisted with the darkest and most stubborn shameFUL roots\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3efrom our collective past, fears, media, and who knows what, or who\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x0a\x3cp\x3eThough she radically channels an enchanting Spirit\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eHer Spirit is not welcomed or accepted at Sunday morning\x26#8217;s mass\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eEye SEE: A potent energy suppressed by the masses\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eWho is the one really harassing and enabling \x26#8220;her-ass to sing\x26#8221;?\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eEvolve and ditch this \x26#8220;harassing\x26#8221; fling!\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/IMG_2377.jpg\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignnone size-medium wp-image-431\x22 title=\x22IMG_2377\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/IMG_2377-224x300.jpg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22224\x22 height=\x22300\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eIt\x26#8217;s time to RE-invent, create, and birth\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3ethis divine, enchanting feminine expression\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI don\x26#8217;t blame you if you unconsciously\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3ehave been part of this suppression\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI wasn\x26#8217;t born to appreciate this \x26#8220;vixen of the late night after hours\x26#8221; either\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x0a\x3cp\x3eSeeing beyond the \x26#8220;I\x26#8221;, the ego, real-\x26#8220;EYES\x26#8221; ing\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eShe is courageous and brave\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eeven in the middle of Earth\x26#8217;s raves\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eMy mind is open and no longer feels enslaved\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eHumbled I am to RE-birth and seal this work of art\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3ewith muchos B.E.S.O.S\u00c2\u00a0 as \x26#8220;iXchel\x26#8221;\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignnone size-medium wp-image-432\x22 title=\x22IMG_2384\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/IMG_2384-200x300.png\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22200\x22 height=\x22300\x22/\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eSpecial Gracias to Destin,\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eyou have paved the way\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3efor me to experience this unseen\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3emagical and beautiful light ray\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eThis love \x26amp; trust is a revolutionary bust\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\u00e2\u0080\u00a6.our profound lust! ;)\x3c/p\x3e\x0a                \x3c/div\x3e\x0a            \x3c/li\x3e\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a            \x3cli class=\x22tumblr_post tumblr_text_post\x22\x3e\x0a                \x0a                    \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_title\x22\x3eMeditating TopLESS during my Moon Cycle in Sacred Tulum\x3c/div\x3e\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_body\x22\x3e\x0a                    \x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/IMG_2285.jpg\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignnone  wp-image-371\x22 title=\x22TopLESS\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/IMG_2285-1024x765.jpg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22645\x22 height=\x22482\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eTime to unplug and dive deep within\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aIn this very moment I choose not to \x26#8220;PMS\x26#8221;\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aInstead I am in observation within my own flesh\x3cbr/\x3e\x0abecause I long, yearn, for this deep,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aintimate connection\u00c2\u00a0with the divine feminine energies, and Self\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eIt\x26#8217;s that time again when the moon reveals itself FULLy\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aAn intense portal when I choose to become in sync with the moon,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aand use this lunar cycle to connect, recharge, heal, balance, nurture Self\x3cbr/\x3e\x0ato hold visions for the next cycle of re-birth and restoration\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eIn this reality\x3cem\x3e,\u00c2\u00a0\x3c/em\x3eI live and create a nation where I value my imagination,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aallowing myself to step deeper into the unknown\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aas I stretch my body and soul, to realize and be.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/IMG_3881.jpg\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignnone  wp-image-372\x22 title=\x22UnVeiling\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/IMG_3881-764x1024.jpg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22611\x22 height=\x22819\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eWhat a beautiful sacred mess I\x26#8217;ve become\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aand even though I once liked toxic drinks like Rum\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aI am choosing a new pure and divine path every moment of the day\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aOne that allows me to explore ancient technology\x3cbr/\x3e\x0ato heal Self and my environment today\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eEndless Seduction is an opportunity to consciously let go of\x3cbr/\x3e\x0amy Ferocious Fears, Silly Shame, and Gruesome Guilt\x3cbr/\x3e\x0ato be less and less of the old mold,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aforgetting the lies I was once told\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eEvery inhale and exhale is a moment closer to my truth\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aand, no I will never eat poisonous junk like a Baby Ruth,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aand YES, please! Pass over those Raw Cacao Goji Chocolate Truffles\x3cbr/\x3e\x0anow! Meow!\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eFollowing my line to the divine, because it\x26#8217;s the time\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aI pray for the rise of the divine feminine\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aAllowing her to channel through me\x3cbr/\x3e\x0athough she\x26#8217;s sometimes confusing\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eSo I wear fabulous rings\x3cbr/\x3e\x0ato remind me of her pure essence\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aleaving behind the ego and the rings become my defense\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI cherish this divine and ancient universal moon portal connection and cycle\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aDiving Deep, gaining peace, clarity, and tranquility\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aDevoting this time to nurture, be in harmony and in sync with MotherEarth\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aSurrendering and Listening to her teachings\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eYes, I\x26#8217;ll have that ring, please! ;)\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/ClaudiaTulum_x2.png\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignnone  wp-image-373\x22 title=\x22ClaudiaTulum_x2\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/ClaudiaTulum_x2.png\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22569\x22 height=\x22373\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3econ amor eterno,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aiXchel\x3c/p\x3e\x0a                \x3c/div\x3e\x0a            \x3c/li\x3e\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a            \x3cli class=\x22tumblr_post tumblr_text_post\x22\x3e\x0a                \x0a                    \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_title\x22\x3eLast Week\x26#8217;s Launch and Release of Emotions\x3c/div\x3e\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_body\x22\x3e\x0a                    \x3cp\x3eAn intense week of emotions and releases after launching my very own intimate soul to the public. A week I\x26#8217;ll never forget.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eThis has been a hell of a ride and I don\x26#8217;t know where to even begin. I will begin with how I feel in this very moment. I am overwhelmed and emotional, and if you know a woman, you know this feeling can change by the next sentence.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignright size-medium wp-image-362\x22 title=\x22Sacred Frog\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/sedge-frog-in-sacred-lotus-flower-paul-harrop-300x225.jpg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22300\x22 height=\x22225\x22/\x3eCuriously enough, before deciding to embark on this intense journey of sexual exploration, I never gave too much attention to my feelings and emotions, until one day, I discovered their role and the value they add to my life. They have guided me to my self-realization, and have become the secret code to my personal treasure chest.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eA week ago, on December 16, 2011, Destin and I launched our teaser video release for our film project, \x26#8220;Endless Seduction: An Initiation into Ecstatic Pleasure\x26#8230;\x26#8221;\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eSince then, I\x26#8217;ve been swimming, surfing, and have felt close to drowning in a sea of emotions. Emotions that I haven\x26#8217;t felt in a while, emotions that I didn\x26#8217;t know I had, and emotions that feel somehow familiar.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eEverything has changed, is changing, and will keep changing, forever.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eFrom the way I look, think, and take care of myself, to the way others reflect back and do the same.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI\x26#8217;ve become a vessel for self reflection around sexuality by doing the most vulnerable thing I could ever do in my life.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eAs a co-creator of Endless Seduction, I\x26#8217;ve become subject to emotional attack or harm, by taking on a journey in which I launch my own \x26#8220;intimate soul into the public.\x26#8221; I have stepped into an unidentified role in an unknown platform where I share my gifts of being a woman. Gifts that have been suppressed and locked down for thousands of years.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI strongly believe that we are all here to share our own unique gifts with the world. We all have them, and I embrace all of them, including my sexuality.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eToday, my sexuality happens to be a gift in my life, which is something I didn\x26#8217;t believe when I had my first accidental orgasm at the age of 5, while climbing the side pole of a swing set. My experience was quite the opposite. My sexuality then was something I was taught to be ashamed of, embarrassed about, and didn\x26#8217;t really know much about or who to turn to for questions.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eA few too many painful unconscious choices culminating in the loss of my unborn child from the man I was deeply in love with at the time, led me to the awakening of my spirit and my Initiation to Ecstatic Pleasure began.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eAfter many months of depression and healing from this life changing event, I connected with \x26#8220;mi angel de placer\x26#8221; (angel of pleasure) Destin Gerek, in the early hours of New Year\x26#8217;s Day 2011. Since then we\x26#8217;ve been on the Endless Seduction dance floor. He has become my lover, partner, coach, friend, teacher, enemy, and beloved one who goes by \x26#8220;The Erotic Rockstar.\x26#8221;\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eAs I reminisce and write my first entry a week after the launch, I am listening to the frog outside my home. After a quick google search on frog symbology, I found that its \x26#8220;song heralds the earth\x26#8217;s rebirth and renewal.\x26#8221; I get it. The release was a launch of unknown waves of life clashing at the very depths of my soul.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eBefore we even launched the video, I was scared out of my mind and was freaking out. I\x26#8217;ve never ever done anything like this before and the last thing I want to do is hurt anyone or hurt myself in the process because the truth is I\x26#8217;m simply exploring my sexuality.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eWildly enough, in this exploration there\x26#8217;s an audience. This audience sees, feels, and experiences my sexual exploratory journey through the eyes of a woman who was raised in a conservative traditional Catholic Mexican environment as I confront my very own judgements, guilt, shame, and fears.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eAfter running away from this journey many times, I feel like I was meant to do this project. I know this because it\x26#8217;s the most challenging, confronting, and vulnerable project I\x26#8217;ve ever done in my life.\u00a0 And if there\x26#8217;s one thing I know about myself it\x26#8217;s that I LOVE challenges.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI have a history of breaking records, because I have a passion for testing my personal limits. Breaking records to me is like breaking through paradigms. For the last 13 years, my running career was the platform for me to experience those paradigm shifts.\u00a0 Today, I am no longer training competitively, I am working with a wild, mysterious, and potent\u00a0energy called sexuality.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eLast week\x26#8217;s launch and release of emotions, led me to connect with a beautiful soul sister who was sharing with me in tears that the video was so beautiful and that it changed her life. And emotions of tensity and disconnection from a dear cosmic brother who doesn\x26#8217;t see how this can help me in any way. These individuals both care about me and I love, value, and honor our unique special connection dearly.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eWho knows if this is the right thing, or the wrong thing now? All I know is that this is a powerful journey, and I\x26#8217;ve surrendered to my assignment in this present moment in my life. What got me in constant tears for months after the loss of my baby, has now evolved into an explorative sexual journey which you have been seduced to become a part of.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI believe together, as a group of collective conscious creators, we can shift and create a new reality or as I like to say \x26#8220;creality\x26#8221;, in which sexuality is beautiful, sacred, safe, honored, cherished, celebrated, respected, loved, and becomes a portal for spiritual connectivity.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eGracias for joining Destin and I in this journey of \x26#8220;Endless Seduction: An Initiation into Ecstatic Pleasure\x26#8230;\x26#8221;\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eNamaste,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aiXchel\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3emuuahh!\x3c/p\x3e\x0a                \x3c/div\x3e\x0a            \x3c/li\x3e\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a            \x3cli class=\x22tumblr_post tumblr_text_post\x22\x3e\x0a                \x0a                    \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_title\x22\x3ePost-Vipassana Shoot\x26#8230;\x3c/div\x3e\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_body\x22\x3e\x0a                    \x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Claudia_vipassana_shootBW.png\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignleft size-full wp-image-161\x22 title=\x22Post-Vipassana film shoot (Claudia in meditation)\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Claudia_vipassana_shootBW.png\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22612\x22 height=\x22612\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3ePost-Vipassana shoot\u2026\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3esince then I\u2019ve been on a different foot\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eThe Dhamma Brothers documentary\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eawakened my silent meditation fairy\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eA few heart beats and breaks,\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eLed this organ to Vipassana Meditation in Joshua Tree\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eWhere I sat in silence for 10 days for free\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eAnd practiced Buddha\u2019s ancient technique\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eto finally BREATHE with the breeze at ease.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI saw myself for the first time in 2 years\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3efollowed by a few soothing tears\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI am in love with Self-Discovery\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI find its practice to be essential for any relationship,\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eeven the one with my ovaries\u2026\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3econ besos,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aiXchel\x3c/p\x3e\x0a                \x3c/div\x3e\x0a            \x3c/li\x3e\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a            \x3cli class=\x22tumblr_post tumblr_text_post\x22\x3e\x0a                \x0a                    \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_title\x22\x3eMaking Love to You\x26#8230;\x3c/div\x3e\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_body\x22\x3e\x0a                    \x3cp\x3eI\x26#8217;ve never really understood so many men\x26#8217;s aversions to romance.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eKnowing that you\x26#8217;d be arriving back to our new home after spending a few days up in LA,\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI found so much pleasure in preparing for your arrival.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/RomanceAtTheDoorway.jpeg\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignleft size-full wp-image-241\x22 title=\x22Romance At The Doorway...\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/RomanceAtTheDoorway.jpeg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22612\x22 height=\x22612\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eGoing out and getting 18 roses\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eCreating a heart at our home\x26#8217;s entrance with the petals\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eCreating a trail of rose petals down the hallway, up the spiral staircase\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3edown another hall and into our room\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eleading up to our bed\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eSpreading the remaining petals on the sheets\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eWith a single rose still on its stem laying across the foot of the bed.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x0a\x3cp\x3eLighting candles\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eStarting the fireplace\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3ePreparing the lighting to create the right mood\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eMore candles in the bathroom\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eRunning a hot bath\u00c2\u00a0to be ready just in time for your arrival\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x0a\x3cp\x3eThe setup process itself was quite pleasurable\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eThe look on your face when you walked in further made it worth every effort.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x0a\x3cp\x3eMaking love to you begins long before the clothes ever come off\x26#8230;\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x0a\x3cp\x3e\u00a0\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Claudia_Roses_Back.jpeg\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignleft size-full wp-image-244\x22 title=\x22Claudia_Roses_Back\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Claudia_Roses_Back.jpeg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22612\x22 height=\x22612\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a                \x3c/div\x3e\x0a            \x3c/li\x3e\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a            \x3cli class=\x22tumblr_post tumblr_text_post\x22\x3e\x0a                \x0a                    \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_title\x22\x3eIt\x26rsquo;s not always Red Roses \x26amp; Organic Dark Chocolates\x26hellip;\x26hellip;\x3c/div\x3e\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_body\x22\x3e\x0a                    \x3cblockquote\x3e\x3cp\x3e\x3cstrong\x3e\x3cem\x3e\x3cspan style=\x22font-size: x-small;\x22\x3e\u00e2\u0080\u009cIt\u00e2\u0080\u0099s not always Red Roses \x26amp; Organic Dark Chocolates\u00e2\u0080\u00a6\u00e2\u0080\u00a6\x3c/span\x3e\x3c/em\x3e\x3c/strong\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x3c/blockquote\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/roses_chocolate.jpg\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22size-full wp-image-184\x22 title=\x22Red Roses and Organic Dark Chocolate\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/roses_chocolate.jpg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22383\x22 height=\x22285\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3ePorque corro y me olvido de todo\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aI run to escape from my own emotional rape\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aI was frustrated and stressed,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aPlease don\u00e2\u0080\u0099t talk to me, I\u00e2\u0080\u0099m on my cycle and clearing this damn mess\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aall I want is to \u00e2\u0080\u009cactual-eyes\u00e2\u0080\u009d actualize my \u00e2\u0080\u009cvisual-eyes\u00e2\u0080\u009d visualize while I rest\u00e2\u0080\u0099\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aallow me to re-store my strength in my hummingbirds nest,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aand attract the light for our upcoming flights\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aI don\u00e2\u0080\u0099t claim to be right, I just don\u00e2\u0080\u0099t want to fight\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aHelp me end this war and celebrate this moonlight\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI regret rejecting and ignoring our daily ritual commitment,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aI woke up cold and frustrated on the wrong side of the bed,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aand all I can think of was my sacred friend who goes by red.\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aAffected by your lack of affection, i complained and then it rained\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI blamed you when in reality I was the one who didn\u00e2\u0080\u0099t communicate to you\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aabout the importance of being warm, fuzzy, and cozy on these special days.\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aInstead of taking responsibility,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aI complanied and blamed you, I know, this is silly.\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aFrustrated, stressed, and confused I broke my light switch fuse,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aI ran away and this growing opportunity was misused.\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aThis ends now.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eI am responsible for the ease and dis-ease of my life.\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aMy commitments are mine and I\u00e2\u0080\u0099m not going to whine.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eYou are a blessing, and you\u00e2\u0080\u0099re more to me\x3cbr/\x3e\x0athan any of my favorite rings\x3cbr/\x3e\x0awe are more than a passionate fling\x3cbr/\x3e\x0ayou are helping me heal my wings\x3cbr/\x3e\x0ayou are my favorite king\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aeres mi \u00c3\u00a1ngel de placer\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aquiero seguir creando y saber\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aque esta vida es un placer\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3eesto es Endless Seduction..\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cblockquote\x3e\x3cp\x3e\x3cstrong\x3e\x3cem\x3e\x3cspan style=\x22font-size: x-small;\x22\x3e\u00e2\u0080\u00a6.Sometimes it\u00e2\u0080\u0099s\u00c2\u00a0Pussy Willows and Spanish Spankin\u00e2\u0080\u0099\u00e2\u0080\u009d\x3c/span\x3e\x3c/em\x3e\x3c/strong\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x3c/blockquote\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/tumblr_luirsq8UGm1r276a9o1_1280.png\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignleft size-full wp-image-174\x22 title=\x22Pussy Willows\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/tumblr_luirsq8UGm1r276a9o1_1280.png\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22600\x22 height=\x22600\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x3cstrong\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.facebook.com/TheEroticRockstar/posts/166313046793623\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3eDestin Gerek :: Erotic Rockstar\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/strong\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp\x3e\x26#8220;When we have conflict our bodies and beings go into a state of contraction, this however is what makes Make Up Sex so damn pleasurable. That contracted state rapidly explodes to a state of massive expansion. And damn does that feel good\u00e2\u0080\u00a6\x26#8221;\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x0a\x3cp\x3ebesos,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aiXchel\x3c/p\x3e\x0a                \x3c/div\x3e\x0a            \x3c/li\x3e\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a            \x3cli class=\x22tumblr_post tumblr_text_post\x22\x3e\x0a                \x0a                    \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_title\x22\x3eThe beginning\x26#8230;\x3c/div\x3e\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_body\x22\x3e\x0a                    \x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Still-10.jpg\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignleft size-full wp-image-145\x22 title=\x22Passion...\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Still-10.jpg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22538\x22 height=\x22302\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aI was in an Orgasmic Openings haze after witnessing and experiencing my first hypnotic erotic gaze. This newly profound sensation gave me the inspiration to look on Facebook. We had some friends in common, including a shaman, and only time would tell when I\u2019d see him again.\x3cbr/\x3e\x0a.\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aIn a New Year\u2019s night of Ecstatic Explorations surrounded by Blissful Beauty, the Salvaje Sagrada in me awakened and she honored the desire for deep Sensual Seductions in my soul. Our eyes locked, the windows to the soul opened, and that sensation she remembered aroused once a-gain. The freaked out distance runner that I am, ran in space and time. His persistance was quicker and covering more distance, came in first before my escape. Our attraction was irresistibly stronger than our chosen former dates and it felt anything but a mistake. This powerful, passionate, and magnetic dance evolved into an Endless Seduction romance.\x3cbr/\x3e\x0a__\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aWe are iXchel and Destin, two lovers intentionally exploring our sacred sexual desires. A journey of living a life of blissful beauty, ecstatic explorations, sensual seductions, orgasmic openings, and bringing out the salvaje sagrada in you. A story that begins with a powerful hypnotic gaze leading to an electric kiss, and sparking their Endless Seduction\u2026\x3cbr/\x3e\x0a.\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aBesos,\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aiXchel\x3c/p\x3e\x0a                \x3c/div\x3e\x0a            \x3c/li\x3e\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a            \x3cli class=\x22tumblr_post tumblr_text_post\x22\x3e\x0a                \x0a                    \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_title\x22\x3eSurrender to your own seductive nature\x26#8230;\x3c/div\x3e\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_body\x22\x3e\x0a                    \x3cp\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/4.IMG_5306.jpg\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3e\x3cimg class=\x22alignleft size-full wp-image-142\x22 title=\x22Surrender to your own seductive nature...\x22 src=\x22http://www.endlessseduction.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/4.IMG_5306.jpg\x22 alt=\x22\x22 width=\x22667\x22 height=\x221000\x22/\x3e\x3c/a\x3e\x3cbr/\x3e\x0aSurrender to Your Own Seductive Nature\u2026\x3c/p\x3e\x0a                \x3c/div\x3e\x0a            \x3c/li\x3e\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a            \x3cli class=\x22tumblr_post tumblr_text_post\x22\x3e\x0a                \x0a                    \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_title\x22\x3eI Know Who I Am (reposted)\x3c/div\x3e\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                \x3cdiv class=\x22tumblr_body\x22\x3e\x0a                    \x3cp\x3e\x3ch3 class=\x22post-title\x22\x3e\x3ca href=\x22http://thespgdiaries.blogspot.com/2010/06/i-know-who-i-am.html\x22 target=\x22_blank\x22\x3ehttp://thespgdiaries.blogspot.com/2010/06/i-know-who-i-am.html\x3c/a\x3e\x3c/h3\x3e\x0a\x3ch3 class=\x22post-title\x22\x3e\x3c/h3\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eI know  who I am.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eFinally.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eI finished my final session with  Destin Gerek.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eFor the past four months, I\x26#8217;ve been  evolving by leaps and bounds, experiencing unbelievable breakthroughs,  changing my personality in incredible ways, and finding the tools to  continue this evolution on my own, forever.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eI\x26#8217;ve  connected with my sexual self, which had been compartmentalized and  treated with disrespect by me for my life up to now.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eI  got to know this erotic side of me, see how amazing this part of me is,  and integrate it into my way of being.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eThree weeks  ago, I stepped into my ideal self.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eThree weeks  is about how long it takes to integrate a radical shift, and I went  through the whole integration process.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eThen  Destin anchored this shift in further in our final session.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eBecause these shifts have been happening so drastically and so  quickly, parts of me are trying to catch up.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eThere\x26#8217;s  always been part of me that\x26#8217;s been hesitant to really rock this new me,  a certain disbelief that this change could happen so quickly, an urge  to \x26#8220;wait and see.\x26#8221;\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eAaaahhhh\u2026 then today, it  clicked.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eI know who I am.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eThe  part of me that\x26#8217;s been wanting to \x26#8220;wait and see\x26#8221; is convinced and  diving in.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eIt\x26#8217;s not like \x26#8220;I\x26#8217;m done now,\x26#8221;  it\x26#8217;s just the process of the more cautious side of me accepting this  awesome new me.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eI feel SOLID, more grounded than  ever.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eAnd that giddy \x26#8220;high\x26#8221; is settling into this  awesome inner knowing.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3e\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eI know who I am.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eThat part of me that\x26#8217;s  been looking outside for \x26#8220;proof,\x26#8221; holding onto doubt, kicking the tires,  has made the sale now.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eI feel this congruence  with who I am that I\x26#8217;ve *never* felt.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eI know who I  am.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eAnd in the process, I gained some insight into  how I change.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eI\x26#8217;ve learned to appreciate that  part of me that adopts a \x26#8220;wait and see\x26#8221; attitude.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eThere\x26#8217;s  value in that.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eThis isn\x26#8217;t me rejecting the  change, it\x26#8217;s me test-driving the change and making sure it\x26#8217;s right for  me.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eI can\x26#8217;t rush that process, only honor it, and  I wouldn\x26#8217;t want to get rid of that part of me.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eThe difference between now and the \x26#8220;old me\x26#8221; is I know I\x26#8217;ve  changed.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eThis isn\x26#8217;t a temporary thing.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eI wasn\x26#8217;t \x26#8220;backsliding,\x26#8221; just investigating, getting to  know the new, authentic me.\x3cspan\x3e\u00a0 \x3c/span\x3eAnd once that part  of me accepted this change, I felt a surge of energy in my heart, a  feeling of love that spread all through my body and mind.\x3c/p\x3e\x0a\x3cp class=\x22MsoNormal\x22\x3eSo here I am, right after the conclusion of the coaching,  \x26#8220;graduating\x26#8221; 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